Mark Leyner INTERVIEW BY LARRY MCCAFFERY MONDO 2000: Were the basic writing methods in your new book, My Cousin, My Gastroenterologist, any different from what you used in your earlier one, I Smell Esther Williams? MARK LEYNER: The methods were basically the same. In fact the process hasn't changed much since I was about seventeen or eighteen, when I first began developing this way of writing. M2: Discovering a methodology that seems to work at age l7 or l8 is obviously very rare. Where did this aesthetic spring forth from-the forehead of Zeus, a hit of acid, Jimi Hendrix voodoo or what? ML: All of the above-plus Keith Richards' nasty guitar licks. The most powerful early experience I had aesthetically (if that word is meaningful in this context) was when I saw the Beatles on the Ed Sullivan Show. I seven or eight and was sitting in a house at the New Jersey Shore, near Asbury Park, and when the Beatles came on I was so absolutely transfixed that the ice cream cone I was eating melted down my arm. I was still a pre-adolescent, mind you, but after that I knew I wanted to be an artist in some way like the Beatles were. M2: How were the Beatles able to produce such a powerful reaction in American kids at that particular juncture? ML: In my case, it was this very proto-sexual experience I was having. From the male perspective, a lot of this had to do with seeing these little girls in the audience react to them in that way. All that squealing and jumping around does something to you. And naturally one of my first reactions to this was, "Wouldn't it be great to have people scream over something you did?" Even to this day, the Beatles' sound is remarkable, it affects you neurologically or something. It's the sound of McCartney's and Lennon's voice together, something unique, unduplicatable. Frankly demagogues always interested me in some way-I was excited by them, attracted to people in front of huge crowds who can whip everyone into a frenzy. This probably seems especially strange since, like everyone else in my neighborhood, I went to Hebrew School, which was always showing us films about Nazi Germany, the Leni Riefenstahl type of film. It was an incredible miscalculation to show us that kind of footage because adolescent boys are just going to get turned on by the Nazi aesthetic-all those shiny boots, the sheer energy and power and excitement. I know I got turned on. It was the same thing with baseball players. I was mesmerized by reading about people who had a powerful emotional effect on people by performing. And when the Beatles came along I intuitively knew they were doing something that somehow was connecting with all that excitement, creating such a stir on the news and what not. They were making everything different, at least for a moment. I knew I wanted to do something that could have that effect. Obviously at that age-eight or nine-I couldn't get a band together, and I couldn't make movies, but there was always pen and paper around. I suppose if I had unlimited resources-terribly wealthy parents who could buy me all the equipment I needed-maybe I would have done something else. But writing was something where the tools were right there, available to me whenever I wanted. M2: Were you exposed to certain writers when early on who might have pushed you in certain directions, influenced your sensibility? ML: Even though I have some sense of what sorts of things made a big impression on me, aesthetically-like the Beatles or Keith Richards-in a very basic way I don't know what started me writing fiction this way. I don't think I've ever been powerfully influenced by other writers. At Brandeis I began writing fiction partly by accident but it didn't take me long to develop a style or a methodology that is essentially what I'm doing now, though it took me a couple of years to feel confident with it. M2: One of the things that I would say characterizes your writing is a kind of wild, comic boldness that is undifferentiated and unrelenting-the sense that any sentence may yield something absolutely startling. What was it that excited you about fiction so immediately? What could you do with fiction, say, as opposed to poetry? ML: I was always squeamish about how precious poetry can seem sometimes, which was a turnoff. I was interested in fucking around with another medium, wanting to be a trouble maker, and feeling I had an idea of how to do this in fiction. I looked around at all the people I knew and what was being written, and I felt I could make a lot of trouble by making every sentence astonish, grab people by the balls or whatever, irrespective of the usual bullshit fictional contexts. I always had this notion that I want my work to be written in such a way that you could toss up all the pages of a piece of mine, throw a dart at the pages while they're in the air, and no matter where that dart lands the line is going to be an audacious, really interesting line. No matter where you pick up in a piece of mine there's not going to be a single slack verbal moment, no empty transitional phrase or routine expository sentence anywhere. I've had this conviction or goal for a long time, and it's really at the center of what I want my fiction to do. The first compliment I got that made me feel good was at Brandeis when someone said that one of my pieces really blew their mind. Mind blowing is still what I want. And I won't settle for anything less that maximum, flat-out drug overkill, the misuse of power. M2: But if your aim is to make every single sentence "intense", then you're precluded from doing certain things-you can't create "characters" and "plots" in any usual sense, for example. Was it difficult for you, as a fiction writer, to ignore these things, or did it just seem natural? ML: It's not as if I went through an aesthetic crisis in deciding not to write narratives. There were other influences that probably influenced this notion-music, for example, or tv-but from the beginning my prose style and my impulse towards narrative disunity came from that desire for maximal input at the level of each sentence rather than from any sense of wanting to rebel against realism. Not being able to do those realistic things has never bothered me. I never had to go through all the shit that postmodernists like Ron Sukenick and Steve Katz and Ray Federman had to go through back in the 60s. I never had the sense of having this traditional baggage that I needed to jettison or work myself through. That's a big advantage because it saved me a lot of time and effort. I came from the fictional womb like I am-the postmodern battles had already been fought and won. It simply never occurred to me to write traditional, mimetic, plotted narratives. It never interested me at all. And if you're trying to do what I said I am, then you can't create characters and plotted narratives and that other stuff. If you have to supply backgrounds, and then have characters walking into rooms and then sitting down and then starting to talk, there's going to be lulls while you're getting the reader from one place to the next. Well, I don't want those lulls-or any lulls. M2: It's the difference between someone like Little Richard or Hüsker Dü or Sonic Youth-where everything is jacked up to this incredibly fast paced, high energy level- versus someone like Springsteen, who uses pauses and varies his tempos to create his kind of effect. Another analogy would be Stevie Ray Vaughn's approach to the blues, where every moment is maximally intense, as opposed to other blues musicians who want to slow things down and build up to a specific kind of climax. ML: Right: and my aesthetic impulse is towards the Stevie Ray Vaughn-meets-Suicidal Tendencies approach. The fast burst that never stops. I had a band in high school and I was a Rolling Stones fanatic (or more precisely, I was a Keith Richards fanatic, which is a sub-genre of being a Rolling Stones fan). There's a guitar solo Richards did that I use, consciously or unconsciously (it's hard to tell at this point), as a model of what my work should be like, from moment to moment. It's the guitar solo he does in "Sympathy for the Devil," where Richards creates this sharp, shiny, incredible, nasty violent burst of raw sounds. There's no leading up to it, it's just suddenly there, like rain or razors. M2: This foregrounding of language itself rather than narrative or character-doesn't this have more in common with what we normally think of as poetry rather than fiction? ML: I'd say that there isn't much of a difference between my work and poetry. The main differences are probably those of attitude. I avoid the kind of smug, precious quality that poetry can have because poets so often end up isolating their lines in the middle of the page without having any justification for sticking them there-except that they are writing "poetry." I never wanted to do that. I figured that if I was going to have an 8"X11" page, I should fill up the whole page. Why use just one inch of the page? I want each page I write to be like a page of blotter acid my readers are ingesting. A huge page of blotter acid, with no white spaces but with this overload of impressions that would eventually do something to the readers after they're a couple of pages into it. M2: Were there other non-literary forms that might have influenced your sensibility while you were starting out as a writer? ML: The first year I was at Brandeis I took a course in American painting from a guy named Karl Bells, who had also written a book on rock 'n' roll. That course had an impact on me, particularly seeing Pollack's work and de Kooning's, and then a little later, some of the work that Rauschenberg and Jasper Johns had done. I was especially intrigued by Pollack. He was sort of a rock 'n' roll painter in that he was after maximum intensity, using the entire canvas, having a center everywhere. M2: I know that your work has a fairly slow gestation period. Could you describe what is going on in your work habits, on a day-by-day basis, that allows you to pull together all this disparate materials. The scenes and words and images seem to be coming from everywhere from National Enquirer to obscure technical manuals. ML: My works evolves mostly by a constant process of accumulating information or language. These come from many sources, including stuff that is purely imagined, but there is no hierarchy in my mind that places imaginary materials above things I find. I'm always writing things down that I come across on the radio or television, so materials are accumulating every day. I became fascinated with Duchamp (another hero of mine) in college. I read everything about him I could find. I liked the idea that he would have this piece he was working on that he let dust collect on for several months-and then he'd let the formation of the dust become part of the piece. That's basically the way I proceed with my work. I don't really have to work at it that much-if I'm driving in the car and I'm not listening to the radio, I'll usually think of three-quarters of a page worth of stuff that I memorize and then write down when I get wherever I'm going. It's as if there's this constant static or white noise around me that I can tap into. I'm a fanatic about having external things going on around me. I love having the television on. I have it on when I fall asleep. The first thing I do when I get into a hotel room is check to make sure the television is working. When I'm working I always have the television going, even with the sound off-just so it's flickering away there on the edges of perception. And I'll have a few magazines spread out in front of me, and the newspaper, and whatever I'm reading, The Iliad or a cyberpunk novel. I love the feeling of having all that information around me. I feel that way completely aside from being a writer. Having all this access to information and sources of mental stimulation makes me feel very comfortable. This seems to be my nature. I guess I'm a child of the media age. Some people like trees and lakes. Well, sensory overload is my environment. This is what makes me feel serene. M2: One of the features usually ascribed to postmodern art has to do with what you just mentioned about your own work-the non-hierarchical nature of your materials and manner of presentation, your refusal to distinguish between pop cultural sources and "serious" ones. ML: That distinction is something I always hated. I despise the contemptuous attitude so many professors seem to have, for example, about television , rock and roll, and certain kinds of movies. Personally I could never see the difference between Popeye and Thackeray. Part of this attitude is motivated by my hatred of any kind of authority figures, especially academics, professors. One of the things I liked about my work, once I realized what I was actually doing, was that it was so elegantly written that it would be impossible for these academic-types to criticize or dismiss as being "only pop culture." "Electrified," "elegant," "hard-core," "beautiful"-all these adjectives can apply to my work simultaneously. The sense of hierarchy that says they couldn't co-exist seemed like something worth demolishing. And there's been this sense of perverse glee in knowing I've found a way to do this . . . That's one of the reasons I've always felt so drawn to Duchamp. Duchamp personally was very elegant-he was very handsome and smoked his cigars in a beautiful manner and he played chess and wrote about chess. And meanwhile he was making these radically audacious objects-and making them so well. The beauty and precision of the way the screws were set into his constructions. So even though his works were formally daring and funny and bizarre, they were also unassailable because he had done them so well. He wasn't just some freaky weirdo throwing a bunch of shoddy stuff into a museum, and so his work was profoundly troubling, even to people who hated what he was doing, because its beauty and elegance couldn't be denied. And that's the kind of response I want my work to have. M2: Your generation of writers seem to have a different relationship to pop culture than, say, the earlier generation of writers, like Coover, and Sukenick and Federman- it's simply part of your milieu . ML: I think early nearly everybody in my literary generation feels this way-the cyberpunks and the new "minimalist" writers and so on. I think that earlier generation felt somehow outside this pop culture arena. They feel like they're able to look at pop culture and comment upon it, but from the outside. Whereas I am totally inside it. I'm literally made of it. It is me. The other day I was reading some T'ang poets, Li Po and Tu Fu, and I thought to myself, "I'm in the Tang dynasty'"-you know, as in people who have grown up drinking Tang, this simulated, completely artificial orange juice product. That's as much a part of me as the color of my eyes, so it's not like I'm making a choice about whether or not to acknowledge it or comment on it. It's in my genes. M2: For instance, since you don't use the usual devices of plot and character to organize your writing, how do you know when a given section is finished-or is this mostly an arbitrary decision? ML: It's definitely not arbitrary, but it's "not arbitrary" in a certain way that's difficult to talk about. What I call "finishing" involves achieving a certain manipulation of the energy of the piece that I feel comfortable with. There is a sense of closure in my pieces that has nothing to do with plot dénouement or plot development but which I'm very aware of when I've arrived at it. There are certain formal concerns of various sorts in a given piece that you won't find in the next, and it's working through these concerns that partially produces my sense that a piece is finished. For instance, I was very aware of "Gone with the Mind" being a liturgical piece, so that when I read it I feel like a preacher. M2: Does what appears in the final, published version of your stories pretty much follow the chronological sequence involved in your writing it ? ML: Not at all. There is a certain point I arrive at when I have been gathering materials (and I am always gathering materials, this is just part of my life) where I decide to enter a new stage. It's almost like I'm now entering the text, this information, bodily-I dive into it and begin to metabolize the stuff. I dance in it, play around in it, like I was in a pool. And then certain things start happen, I start to see certain relationships and rhetorical possibilities. M2: What seems to lead you to enter that next stage-have you just reached a kind of saturation point in terms of accumulation, where you sense that it's time to stop accumulating and start dancing with it? ML: A lot of times it's a sense of despair or boredom that sets me off. Writing can become very depressing to me. It's a very difficult process. I'll be accumulating all this stuff and worrying about it and not seeing what is interesting about it anymore, and usually just even at the absolute nadir of those feelings I'll decide to do something, perhaps for audacity's sake alone. It's like having a huge painted white wall in front of me and suddenly deciding I want to have an elegant, exotic obscenity painting on it. So I'll plunge into all this accumulated verbiage and find a line to start something with, like "Gather the 10,000 americans in irreversible comas." It's like suddenly I've found that guitar solo to open with: POW! Let's give the people their money's worth. M2: One of the motifs that seems to appear in a lot of the stories in My Cousin is violence. ML: Personally I'm obsessed with violence. Obviously, I'm not happy with all the violence you find in our society, but I think about it all the time, maybe especially because where I live is an extremely violent area. And my wife Arlene, who's a psychotherapist, deals with it everyday in her work. But in terms of my writing, I'm interested in violence only to the extent that violence is so pervasive a part of our public discourse. M2: Have you been surprised by the commercial success and popularity of My Cousin? ML: Ron Sukenick game me some extremely valuable advice once while I was at Boulder. He told me, "Think of yourself as a poet rather than as a fiction writer in terms of the commercial success you're likely to get." That made a lot of sense to me, so I never had the same expectations about popularity that people like Ray Federman and Steve Katz (and even Ron himself) have had. Those expectations were fostered back in the 1960's, when people like Warhol made it seem like you could really make it big no matter how far out your work was. Well, that might have been true for a few people, like Vonnegut and Brautigan, but overall it was mainly just a myth that probably made a lot of writers either feel betrayed when the public didn't respond to what they were doing or wind up compromising the integrity of their work in the hopes that if they made it "just a little bit less weird" that maybe people would buy it. But having said that, I also must say that I always wanted something more than to just be a literary eccentric who was writing these very brilliant but unreadable books for an audience of a selected few. I think every writer must always want more people reading their work. I wasn't expecting a big commercial breakthrough while I was writing My Cousin , so there was never any question about my compromising my work, toning things down or whatever. I just wrote the way I always have-the way I have to write. But I always felt there was an appeal in my work that I had never tapped into. M2: In both Esther Williams and My Cousin you occasionally refer to "Mark" and to "Arlene" (your wife). So when all is said and done, can we read your work as being a kind of autobiography? ML: Absolutely! Really, there is nothing in My Cousin that hasn't happened, in one way or another. Now admittedly, by the time I've gotten around to writing "Mark" or "Arlene" down on the page, those pronouns have come a long way from me. Still, there is something interesting about the trace of that designation. Obviously readers are going to look at a book written by a person named "Mark" and they are going to see a Mark in the book-which is going to change the resonance of that rhetoric. That resonance interests me. It also interests me to try to make a ludicrous, mythic presentation out of my banal life. I'm very interested in Homer, for instance. With Homer you see a kind of writing where you can't find a sentence that is not about some sort of gigantic, larger-than-life event. Talk about not having transitional sentences! Today we don't have that kind of subject matter so much, which is why it interests me to project it into my work. This relates to why I've become so interested in body building. Body building is finally a really adolescent thing (maybe I think my real audience is eventually teenage boys). I'm fascinated in things that display some kind of arrested development. I'm interested in becoming this big god, picking people up and talking to them. On a very personal level I'm conscious of being immersed in all this adolescent, macho heroic fantasy stuff-kung fu movies and TV boy stuff (??). You can see this very clearly in something like "i was an infinitely hot and dense dot," which is about this person who literally is getting bigger and bigger. A "hot, dense dot" is how a black hole is described. M2: And it's also how the beginning of the universe is described. ML: Right. Or the beginning of the first stroke on the page. This small thing that bursts into this gigantic thing. It's a pretty simple parallel. But that's what I mean about these pieces all having happened to me-I really have always empathized and fantasized a lot about growing and expanding into this all powerful being. M2: The title My Cousin, My Gastroenterologist seems to carry with it the suggestion that this is going to be a book about the "inner" you. ML: Exactly. Have you ever had a colonoscopic examination? That's where they snake this fiber optic tube up through your intestines. It doesn't hurt (they give you demerol and valium in an IV) and it's absolutely fascinating. They've got this very advanced technology to do all of this-they can put a video camera on the end of this snake so you can watch the whole thing. It's a weird experience, lying there, high on demerol and valium, watching this tv screen of your intestines-probably the most introspective view of yourself you'll ever have. No kidding, you should have one done even if you don't need one. Anyway, I wanted My Cousin, My Gastroenterologist to be like a colonoscopic examination of my insides-and of the insides of this body of information I've been swimming in. That's why I maintained this interest in the gastrointestinal metaphor the whole time I was working on the book. I had originally planned to use one of my lower GI x-rays for the cover of the book (I doubt if that had ever been done before)-that seemed like a great way to get across this sense of an author exposing himself. Just before I finished the book, I had this idea in the shower of how the book could end: this guy, through the use of these growth hormones and his weight lifting, was going to become galactically immense, so in order to do this macrocosmic look of his insides, they had to perform the colonoscopic operation by snaking the optic tube through one of those large observatory telescopes. I wound up not using that image to close the book, but I still like it. M2: One of the things you do fairly frequently in My Cousin is to create these wonderfully ludicrous juxtapositions by describing something utterly mundane or grotesque-but with these highly technical terms. Like that scene in the bar (in "i was an infinitely hot and dense dot") where the guy starts jerking off and "shoots a glob of dehydrogenated ethylbenzene 3,900 miles towards the Arctic archipelago." Do you actually "research" any of this-would any of these technical terms actually "fit" these situations, or are you purely playing with the sound of things? ML: Mostly I'm playing. In the case of all those chemical I use to describe that guy's sperm and the stuff he uses to rub on the woman's clitoris, well, I had an idea about what some of those things actually do, because I got them out of an issue of a chemical engineering magazine, so I knew that they were at least liquids. But as to what they would do on contact with actual human skin , I have no idea. What interests me in creating a passage like that isn't the reality of what I'm describing but what it feels like to read language like that. Using that elevated, exotic jargon creates an interesting opportunity to use rhetoric in a way you don't usually encounter. When I say this hunk swaggers into the bar and he's got a dick made out of "corrosion-resistant nickel-based alloy" that can ejaculate "herbicides, sulfuric acid, tar glue" and so on, I mean, just the sound of that rhetoric lets you know this guy is one mean motherfucker! It's this collision of different kinds of rhetoric-phallic rhetoric and the rhetoric of technology-that both produce this bogus sense of power and authority. They're really not that different in a way (or their effect isn't much different)-this sort of hard-boiled, tough guy lingo and scientific prose that's all no-nonsense and knows exactly what it is talking about. And when you have these things intersecting so that you see them together, it's very funny. M2: Talking about the ways for a writer to devise structures that allow you to move freely from moment to moment sounds very theoretical, abstract. But there's a sense in which I'd say this approach is very much grounded in the world I live in ML: I'd say my work presents the world the way people like you and me actually live in it, the way we receive and perceive it. That myth of narrative life, with all that implies, is something you would think would have been jettisoned a long time ago by now. We live from minute to minute, with things constantly changing, kaleidoscopic. Our cultural matrix intensifies the whole natural process of things appearing in front of us and then disappearing. So you see these huge headlines in the New York Post and Daily News announcing these portentous things that you think everyone in the world must be reading about. But then they're gone the next day. Or you get get in the morning after having this strange dream (it could have been about anything), and then you're facing some pink and white tile in your bathroom. And then you go eat some strange breakfast cereal and you read the back of the cereal box, while the tv is blaring out some other text and maybe you're children are telling you some other kind of story. And all the while this white noise is filtering in from outside your window. The point is that our days are very fragmented, with a million things happening, effecting our perceptions, that have completely arbitrary relationships to one another. M2: You'd think that these sorts of experiences would encourage people to stop thinking about their lives as if they were living in an 18th century empiricist novel- relativity and quantum mechanics (just to name two obvious examples) are such revolutionary ways of looking at how things operate that they should have changed the nature of the kind of narratives we see ourselves existing in. ML: They would have changed our narratives, if they had affected the way we think, or the structure of our thought and the language we use in any profound way. But they haven't had that affect, which is why people still read Robert Ludlum and Tama Janowitz instead of Sukenick and Coover. But things will change. I'm not sure literature as such is going to keep being an area that artists will go into because I'm not sure how much that books are going to last. People are going to be doing other things that are just too interesting to put down in order to read something. And that won't be because people are going to be stupider or less intellectually inclined but because the other art forms or sources of information are going to be offering people more input, more stimulation. M2: Wouldn't you say, though, there there is something about the intimacy and nuanced, aesthetic complexity that can exist in the reading of a great book that you don't feel in other art forms? ML: I don't feel that way. I don't think we have developed other art forms yet that can give you all those things at once. But I think there will be art forms to come that will do everything books do for us-and more. I don't think the novel is ever going to disappear no matter what other art forms appear. People are going to keep writing books. Whether or not it's going to be fair anymore to condemn people for not being interested in those books, though, is another story. One reason I do what I do is because I feel it has to be the writers' responsibility to make fiction a viable alternative to these other art forms that are out there now. If it's not a viable alternative, then it's the writers who have let us down. It's not the readers' fault that they're turning on the television or buying tickets to see the Butthole Surfers instead of curling up with a nice book at night. M2: I also think that there's a misapprehension that whenever you introduce technology into something-like the arts, for instance-that you automatically wind up "dehumanizing" it. That just isn't necessarily the case. If you take an art form like the blues the way it was originally, where the voice and instruments aren't amplified electrically, and compare it to the post electric blues, it's not matter of one being more "human" (or even more "natural") than the other. Eventually you're going to have a genius like Jimi Hendrix come along who recognizes that technology gives a blues musician a whole series of fascinating new options, and who can add those possibilities to what is still the blues and do something different. But it's still the blues-and just as human as what Robert Johnson or Blind Lemon Jefferson were doing. ML: I've certainly never seen technology as not being human. The Japanese, apparently, are much more comfortable than we are with the idea of technology being an extension of human activity of some sort; so there's not this split between nature and technology built into their system of perceiving things and evaluating them. But in fact, as I said before, the information output of technology is a kind of nature to me; it's the natural environment I've grown up in. So I don't see technology as being something alien or unnatural that people have to keep under control and resist. Interacting with technology seems like a very natural, human activity to me.